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Name: Shawn
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Birthday: 9/5/1971
Gender: Male


Interests: Art, Aplogetics,Theology, Philosophy, Photography, Collecting, Social Science, Crime Scene Photos, Hebrew and Ancient Semitic Languages, Mysterious Phenomenon(the supernatural), watching old SCI-FI movies, and Traveling to new places...(out of the U.S.)
Expertise: Photography/Art, Christian Aplogetics, Theology, Social Science, thinking for myself, and... I have a gift and a curse of seeing the world unlike most people… I am Dyslexic (No, I do not see things backwards) I have and will continue to experience life as a Dyslexic…


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Monday, December 31, 2007

 

 

 

my heart hurts … i never knew that missing someone so much could physical hurt

 

 

 

1 Corinthians 13:7

Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

 

i love you no matter what

 


Friday, December 14, 2007

 

 

     Mark 2

 

 

 1And when he returned to Capernaum after some days, it was reported that he was at home. 2And many were gathered together, so that there was no more room, not even at the door. And he was preaching the word to them. 3And they came, bringing to him a paralytic carried by four men. 4And when they could not get near him because of the crowd, they removed the roof above him, and when they had made an opening, they let down the bed on which the paralytic lay. 5And when Jesus saw their faith, he said to the paralytic, "Son, your sins are forgiven."

I would ask as friends to pray with me in faith...


Thursday, December 13, 2007

 

 

Jealous burners in my heart… as the one I love stabs me deep, the one who holds my heart and all its secrets … has turned on me with loving eyes…

 

I want to strike her down but my wounded heart believes in true love…

I will suffer and let my love pierce me through…

 

 

 

 


Wednesday, December 12, 2007

 

 

Something my aunt sent… it speaks volumes to me…
 
 
 
I pray when you are at your weakest and can't go on that by the Holy
Spirit's strength and power in you ....
you would choose to trust God and not what you feel or see.  
May you be an Abraham in a doubting Thomas world.  

 


Monday, December 10, 2007

 

 

Job 30

 

 

16 "And now my soul is poured out within me;
   days of affliction have taken hold of me.
17  The night racks my bones,
   and the pain that gnaws me takes no rest.
18 With great force my garment is disfigured;
   it binds me about like the collar of my tunic
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I feel as if my future is all but gone… No wife, No children, No family… the things that have inspire me… are vanishing before my eyes… as someone else takes it from me… it is apPAULling to me …

 

 

I Hope only in God… He can bring us together or either take me home or take her…

 

God… Father… help me this is a dark time in my life … you have given be the most beautiful woman and now you have taken her away… I do not understand your ways … I prayed and you sent her as an answer to my prayers and now … it is all gone… all I want is to go home… if this is my lot in life to know joy in another and then have them fall away … I have no desire to walk down this road apart from Emmy … it is killing me inside … I waited so long to love someone like this…

 

 

 

 



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